Monday, August 17, 2009
p/s: This beautiful rose is for nuruliman...
Thursday, August 6, 2009
But, I’m still thinking whether to get married with him or is he will be the beginning of disaster for me in the future…
Well, I know marriage is one of our beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w sunnah. Those who didn’t get married are none of his umat. But the point is…I don’t want to make any stupid mistake if I take this matter for granted. Look, I have everything that woman desire…a stable career, good income, money in the bank, intelligent, beautiful car, sweet looking, young, healthy, independent…then why should I get married?
Lately, my father beat her with a badminton racket. This is not the first time happen. Now, both of them in a divorce process. As a daughter, I'm loss a respect to my father. His betrayals for almost 10 years really put my mother in depression.For me, their marriage is just a big mistake. I put the blame to my both grandfather for their beginning intention of the marriage. All because of wealth. They don’t want their wealthy falls to unknown people. So they decided to marry their son with closes relatives only. And my mother is Perempuan Melayu Terakhir who will obey whatever her parents say.
In my situation, Of course I won’t let this mistake happen twice. Enough for my mother.
For all you guys out there, if you don’t have any intention to get married with the girl…please quit playing games with their heart. You’ll never know how hard we been through. No wonder woman nowadays is more independent and prefer to be alone.
p/s: Sometimes, it's good to be alone…but it doesn’t make us lonely.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Monday, August 3, 2009
Terasa bagai baru semalam aku discharge dari hospital setelah seminggu berada di wad.Pengalaman pertama yang menyakitkan kerana setiap pukul 5 pagi,misi akan suntik ambil blood sample,urine,kahak.Huh... jadi bahan experiment.Body temperature lak...asyik turun naik macam graf kat bursa saham.Thank God,i'm just had a long fever.Not a serious disease.Thank you so much for Kak Irah,Kak Nor,Mak Ndak's family and for all my friends who visited.
Seminggu sebelum hari anugerah,kami dikejutkan dengan berita Kak Sharifah perlu menjalani pembedahan tonsil pada hari anugerah nanti.Mujurlah ada Kak Rina yg turut sama melatih murid dalam masa seminggu lagi.
Di hari anugerah,murid ku akan mempersembahkan tarian ala 60 an.Lagu Pabila Larut Malam nyanyian Allahyarhamah Saloma.Demi anak murid ku, aku capai spek hitam dan berada dibawah pentas menari bersama mereka.Soal malu....ku tolak ke tepi.Demi kamu...anak muridku.